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ROADS NOT TAKEN
Prologue - Stars

(originally posted June 12, 2007)

The soft breeze wafted across the open land between the Manor House and Crabapple Farm.  Its welcoming coolness found the face of a woman sitting on the porch swing of the old farmhouse.  She sighed contentedly and closed her eyes, memories flooding back to her on this, her 60th birthday.  Behind her the house was full of activity, the cleanup after the birthday festivities.  She could hear her children and her grandchildren, all her family and friends, happily chattering away as they washed and dried dishes and silverware, moved extra chairs back to scattered corners, and returned the homey kitchen to order again.

Her oldest grandchild was 13 and shared the same birthday and the same party.  She was shooed out of the kitchen when she tried to help with the cleanup and came out to join her grandmother on the porch.  They had chatted amiably for several minutes then, after a few moments of restless silence, Katie had declared she needed to walk off the abundant supper and disappeared through the ancient orchard and into the old game preserve.  She had tried to sound nonchalant about it but there was a look of intense curiosity on her face as she had started out into the woods, one of her uncle's Irish Setters faithfully trailing after her.  Her grandmother smiled wearily.  At least she came by her adventurous spirit honestly.

She wondered what kind of condition the old clubhouse was in.  It had been almost a year since she had made the effort to hike up through the woods to see it and even longer since it had been used by the Bob-Whites of the Glen.  Make no mistake, she was in excellent health for her age, but time had taken its toll on her body (Too early! she thought with a grimace), bringing arthritis to her knees and back.  She still tried to keep active, but the days of walking to the clubhouse and remembering how much the children had enjoyed it growing up were long past.  She still tended a small garden behind the farmhouse, but the upkeep of a working farm was growing to be too much for her.  She had hopes one of her sons might want to move his family in and keep Crabapple Farm in the family, as it had been for generations.  She'd happily offer it to her daughter, too, but she lived a different life now in New York City, and she wasn't sure how well she might readjust to a quiet life in the countryside.  She loved to visit, though, and did so often.

How happy she was that all of her family had been able to make it for this visit.  It was lonely living here at the farm alone.  It was nice to hear the old farmhouse alive with the sounds of laughter again.  She could hear a rumbling noise from the family room.  Probably her grandsons, Josh and Sam, wrestling.  Well, the old family room could handle that.  She heard her best friend scolding her young granddaughters, who were fighting over Barbie dolls.  She heard her eldest son calling for his daughter to be on his Trivial Pursuit team.  Too bad she was in pursuit of an adventure instead.

Mom?  It was her daughter, come to join her on the porch swing as the twilight fell around them.  Where's Katie?

Off on an adventure, of course, she replied.  They both smiled, each remembering their own adventures on the Wheeler game preserve.  The young woman linked arms with her mother and they sat in companionable silence listening to the crickets harmonizing with the squeak of the swing as the stars emerged one by one in the deepening blue sky.

Tell me what Dad used to say about the stars, Mom, Danielle implored.  She had heard the story countless times but never tired of hearing it, especially when her mother told it.

Trixie smiled and squeezed Danielle's arm a little tighter.  Out here in the country you can appreciate the stars, Danielle.  You can't see nearly so many in the city.  It was just a gentle reminder to her daughter of one of the many glories of Crabapple Farm.    

Mom, that's not what he used to say.  She leaned her head on her mother's shoulder. And I know ... I know.

Trixie's smile grew melancholy as she remembered that long ago spring evening.  On the night your father proposed to me we walked up along the lake on a night just like this.  When we got to the boathouse, he pulled me into his arms and we looked up at the stars.  And he said, 'Trixie, every star has a story to tell.  Someday, years from now, we'll be able to look up at these same stars and they'll remember every happiness, every adventure, every heartbreak.  When we're old, and start to forget all that has happened, they'll still remember.  And if we're quiet enough, we'll hear them telling those stories back to us.'

Danielle sighed heavily.  She missed her father.  Even though he'd been gone for almost ten years now, she still missed him every day.  She was several years younger than her brothers, William and James, and they had more and clearer memories of their father.  But hearing that story always brought him right back to Crabapple Farm.  She could remember sitting on his lap on this same porch as he told her that story, and she'd sit as still as she could, listening, waiting for the stars to speak to her.  She could feel her father's presence there now and knew her mother felt it even more strongly.

Trixie's eyes grew misty as she remembered.  She didn't want to cry on her birthday, not with all the joy in the house.  She leaned her head back against the swing and stared up into the night sky.  Tell me those stories, she asked the stars.  Tell me again how I came to be here...

 

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Author's Notes

PROLOGUE (994 words)

This is my first published fanfic of any kind.  Feedback is most welcome!  You can be honest.  You can be brutally honest.  But please don't be brutal.

The title of what is turning out to be an epic is in homage to Robert Frost's poem, The Road Not Taken.  I'm not a poetry nut, but I do love Robert Frost, and years ago memorized several of his poems (including this one) for an English class.  Amazingly, I still remember most of them.  And the more I looked at other Robert Frost titles, the more I wanted to let each chapter be a title (or variation) of one of those poems.

Thanks so much to Heather for her editing and encouraging comments and suggestions.  She took care of the Prologue and first four chapters for me, and I hope she'll be around for future chapters (yes, there will be more to this story).

I have shamelessly used Barbie and Trivial Pursuit without permission.  Please don't sue me.

As always, these characters originated with Julie Campbell and became (and remain) the property of Random House.  I have created characters of my own, but regardless of whether they are mine or RH's, I am not making any profit from my creative writing.